Maybe I have never grown up.
There's a child lives in everyone's heart, and the child lives in my heart particularly long. I have always felt very important to maintain childishness, no metter how old I am.
Later, I even believe the so-called Mr.Right for me must accept my childishness. More precisely, it must be possible for me to be childish freely in front of him, and he must know it's not true.
Perhaps, because of my childishness, I always need the one be on the side of me,especially when I was weak. I can be independent, but still weak in mind. Will I grow up ? I never know that.